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| Happy holidays, you bastards |
[Dec. 20th, 2006|05:47 pm] |
Well, well, well
It seems that November is far over and the holidays are here.
I have had a great December, as I wish you all did too. I did say that it was my last post--in my last post. Despite that I thought "why dont i post a holiday entry?" Nobody looks at these anymore but hey, maybe someone will search for it that still comes on here.
I have had a weird couple marking periods in this here 8th grade. I have gone through everything from getting in the stupid advanced math class to getting a girl obsessed with me.
Haha! I have also been writing some good lyrics lately but most have been confusing to the point where I dont know what they mean. ROaS is still on a break until I learn to play bass but eheh you never know.
Today at school we saw some gay movie and then went to the food court for an hour and a half. I ended up getting kicked out of the kids area by the mall security, it was funny. I hungout with Adam and that was fun. On the way home me and Tim and Regina were discussing things that included compound words?
I got another little letter thing from the girl obsessed with me. Its kind of cute actually, I dont understand why she likes me. I dont understand how anyone could.
I have been listening to some great bands including Taking Back Sunday, My Chemical Romance, BRAND NEW, (+44), and Three Days Grace. I remade 3DG's song "Pain" into "Rape" and thats pretty smooth.
If you actually read this, i will get comments emailed to me but youshould definately message me because my screeen nameee for AIM is Kyle Heibeck... simple, yet people still ask "wtf are you?" and im like WTF!?!? |
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[Sep. 18th, 2006|03:50 pm] |
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| | My room? | ] |
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| | Fine right now. | ] |
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| | PaperDoll-Renee Renee, Right Now- SR-71 | ] | My last post...
Revenge Of A Saint is going great. We have a myspace up now. www.myspace.com/revengeofasaint1 and we hope you will add us.. though nobody even looks at livejournals. We have a website full of lyrics and will be recording when I get my bass guitar in December. I might have to also get a mic but idk. I have a lot of songs that I have written for the Revenge Of A Saint album, Emerging Sins. My favorite is A Years Waste Of Time because it is not really a deep song but it makes alot of sense to me? A few songs I have prepared for the album are actually really good. I wish I could write more about my life, people in it, or people that used to be in it. I didn't really plan about making a post about ROaS but I guess I will put some about it. We still need a drummer but idk, we can just record that after. |
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[Nov. 10th, 2005|06:38 pm] |
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| | Better than you.. | ] |
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| | Another girl another planet- blink182 | ] | updated last on the 30th... i was hoping it was longer ago... hell... who cares... updating can burn in hell... just like everything else should. I dont know why i still have a livejournal.. its almost as shitty as myspaces.... by the way what is the big thing about myspaces now... they arent even cool. Wow neither is livejournal so what the hell am i talking about... Viktor is trying to get me to get a myspace... i think they are just pointless... so im not going to get one... all i would get out of it is a place to show my pictures that i have saved in my computer.. ohh wowww... and maybe a song... and comments on nothing... also... after seeing the best website you could fucking think of... http://maddox.xmission.com/.... i have noticed that i am fucking awesome and all haters can burn in hell. people should note i am high right now so im being sorta fucked up... also i dont listen to children anymore because nobody ranks higher on the fucking awesome ranks as me. so yea fuck you... that is why i might as well make a website that is called http://www.imfuckingbetterthanyouandyouknowit.com/thestoryofkyle Lol anymore fucking hatred you have to take in today? lol i dont think so... so if you wanna suggest anything... fuck you im not listening to you.. |
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[Oct. 30th, 2005|01:37 am] |
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| | i must be emo! | ] | Dear Diary
Mood: Apathetic
”My life is spiraling downward. I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like “Stab My Heart Because I Love You” and “Rip Apart My Soul” and of course “Stabby Rip Stab Stab” And it doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to do that flippy thing either…like that guy from that band can do….some days you know...”
I’m an emo kid, non-conforming as can be You’d be non-conforming too if you look just like me I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face I’m almost emo enough to start shaving my legs Cause I feel real deep when dressing in drag I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag Our dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes Cause emo is one step below transvestite
Stop my breathing and slit my throat I must be emo I don’t jump around when I go to shows I must be emo I’m dark and sensitive with low self esteem The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween I have no real problems but I like to make believe I stole my sister’s mascara now I’m grounded for a week Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies I can’t get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing Girls keep breaking up with me, it’s never any fun They say they already have a pussy, they don’t need another one
Stop my breathing and slit my throat I must be emo I don’t jump around when I go to shows I must be emo Dye in my hair and polish on my toes I must be emo I play guitar and write suicide notes I must be emo
”My life is just a black abyss... ya know...it’s so dark. And it’s suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way.”
When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes I’m just a bad, cheap imitation of goth You can read me “Catcher in the Rye” and watch me jack off I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life If I said that I like girls I’d only be half right I look like I’m dead and dress like a homo I must be emo Screw XBox I play old school Nintendo I must be emo I like to whine and hate my parentals I must be emo Me and my friends all look like clones I must be emo
”My parents don’t get me ya know. They think I’m gay just because they saw me kiss a guy…well, a couple guys …but still, I mean it’s the 2000’s, can’t two…or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay. I mean, chicks dig that kinda thing anyways. I don’t know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me…you’re my best friend. I feel like tacos.”
go to google.com... type in http://emosong.ytmnd.com/ |
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[Oct. 28th, 2005|04:47 pm] |
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| | Red Flag- Billy Talent | ] | The weekend is here :D finally! my dad is gunna be out of town i thinkkkk... so i cant go to his house which is good// bad... good because i have things to do at my own house rather than go to his house and get nothing done. but bad cause i barely EVER see the guy.. ive seen him like once this month... i see him on average 3 times a month lately... this month i have seen him one which is not cool.
my life management group made chilli... wow... we suck at working together... and half the time... im just screwing around with sharp object// knives... ryan and viktor do the most work... it annoys me that viktor has to be like a control freak all the time... ryan does alot of picking the jobs for us sorta... he is probably the biggest leader.. ed sits around and does whats told... and me... i just hangout with the other groups around us and screw around with knives and TRY not to burn the quesadilla's from tuesday or whatever.
i got my computer fixed :D so now i can act myself online for a change.
i also cant figure out any new music to like no bands are good enough for me to like.
tomorow will be um... fun? i still have nothing to do...
welll... i cant think of anything else... comment if u'd like... |
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[Oct. 17th, 2005|08:49 pm] |
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| | ready for the wingss gamee | ] |
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| | bat country- avenged sevenfold | ] | dudee. i heard this one fall out boy song and i... i... i... liked it... that is scary... ive heard their new hit... and i hate it.... but this other fall out boy song. wow i kinda liked it... so maybe i was wrong when i thought i hated them... mm.. sorrrry about making a thought on them before really hearing all their music... they arent sooo bad. They are an okay bandd. i guesss. |
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[Oct. 12th, 2005|03:10 pm] |
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| | tiredd. | ] |
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| | feeling this- blink182 | ] | i finally figured out how to get this kind of layout... one step closer to actually understanding live journal stufff.... this layout is by aenka.... thank you kiddd... it is of the gorillaz. comment about it... idc... |
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[Oct. 10th, 2005|10:49 pm] |
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| | im not okay, give em hell kid, ghost of you- mcr | ] | lol i really messed up this time... goshh im so stupid... anyways thanks ruby_tears_ for my layoutt. wellll im gunna go... its another mcr layout but i messed up so it is a nothing layoutt. |
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[Oct. 9th, 2005|11:53 pm] |
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| | Chop Suey- S O A D....Only- N I N | ] | mmk. so now i have a new saweet layout thanks to Catzitha.... I might change it to a different My Chemical Romance layout... but idk... it took me like half an hour to pick one out... and atleast 20 minutes to do all the overrides cause im such a stupid kid when it comes to layouts..... COMMENT IF YOU LOVE IT!!!!!! But if you are too jealous to do that it is fine with meh. I dont need to get an oppinion if you hate it cause i know it rockss. and the coloringg is also saweet... and so if the iconn... im keeping that no matter whatt. uhhh... I just want oppinions so if you hate it comment too.... I wont get mad no matter whatttt. :D and maybe even comment just cause you want to :D welllll its like 12 almost... so yeaa i should be asleeppp since it is a 'school' night... |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2005|09:03 pm] |
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| | yeaaaa | ] |
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| | so cold- breaking benjamin | ] |
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THE BLINK-182 GREATEST HITS ALBUM COMES OUT ON NOVEMBER FIRST 2005 |
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[Sep. 28th, 2005|10:29 pm] |
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| | exciteddd | ] |
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| | adams song- Blink-182 | ] | Hockey Season Starts in... 6 days 20 hours 31 minutes.... as of.....
10:30 september 28th
hockey season is the best time of the year.... anytime between october and july hockey is the bestttt and even in july and august and september because of resigning players and preseason games.
the lockout has been for 18 months and WE WANT OUR HOCKEY BACK!! :D and we are getting it.
loll. nobody must know me during hockey period.... last time it happened was like fifth grade. man that was years ago... mm. i doubt anyone is this attached to hockey.... i go crazy if i don't know the scores of the games
wellllll that was it.... and lets go Red Wingss!!
XD |
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[Sep. 25th, 2005|12:10 am] |
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| | tired | ] |
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| | girl- beck | ] | I might change music styles.... I might start listening to other stuff than rock music because of the fact that i just figured out that none of my music i listen to has a point to it.... I was in the car with my dad and he was like isnt this music a little mean. i was like lol that is why i listen to it... and i realized that all my music is either dark, mean, or suicidal. Anything other than that is just flat out pointless. so far ive given up suicidal music... so like 30% of what i listen to day after day is gone and im gunna atleast get rid of 20% more. yuck.... but in the longrun it will workut.... i hope? I'm also not gunna be on the computer as much as usual also... so i guess that is a good thing... I hate making decisions... Well.... until next update i guess this is my entry... |
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[Sep. 21st, 2005|10:27 pm] |
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| | tiredd | ] |
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| | firefly- Breaking Benjamin | ] | Lol so yeaaa... my new layout is kinda... scary? I can still say i liked Best Of You and the Foo Fighters before everyone else. I got Best Of You the day before the single came out... Idk if i liked them before everyone but I have liked them for quite a whilee.... Anyways I went to the Keller game and Keller Won somehow... Addams kids were like smaller than me that is scary..... Nicole wont talk to me... And she called me Emo... I never said nobody likes me... That isn't why i'm suicidal. I don't care if people like me... It didn't change my oppinions towards anything. Lol and Chris was like " S Unit people don't say sorry!!" he rockss.. But he wasnt at the Keller game. I owe Derrick money now.. Damnnn. It's sad that Will Colman or w/e you spell his name plays for Keller. I am a better blocker than him and i suck at football!! In Gym today I was on a crappy team.... The best people were Tim, Danielle, Katherine, and me... I only put me in their cause I was a part of all My teams Goals.... I suck at Soccer... But anyways.... Tim kicked it off to Danielle and she passed it to me... I kicked it up sorta and Tim knocked it in so i got an Assist... Then they scored so it was tied.. Now Tim went into the goal and we kicked it out of bounds... So Joe Bradley did a throw in... I knew he would pass it to John George so I quickly went over to over him and sure enough Joe threw it in and i ran up let it hit my stomach and kicked it down to the other side and shot it passed Preston for the goal. LOL! I SCORED ISNT THAT SADD!! Lol! The Wings won today 3-2 because of Nick Lidstrom. They resigned Datsyuk last night and my Aunt went to the Zoo with her friend Sandy and MET KRIS DRAPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Holy Crap mannnn... Lol. Wellllllll i'm gunna go nowww. Comment Pleaseeee. =D |
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[Sep. 18th, 2005|08:58 pm] |
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| | ... nothing | ] |
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| | futures- jimmy eat world | ] |
So yea... im trying to get out of the habit of being like this.... i am gunna try not to think about blood... cause that is umm... scary.... as you might say.... im also sick of people messaging me saying DONT DO IT KYLE! and all that stuff.... threats... my hatemail has come to a end... and idk about anything else... for dinner i had like two pieces of bread.... im hungry.. but i dont really wanna eat.... im also tired... its like 9. too early too sleep for me. i am really happy with the responces of telling people tthat im trying to stop with that shit ive been doing lately.. they really brighten a quite dark day. i seriously dont know what has gotton into me these past few months.... it just isnt cool. its like living in your own hell. just for yourself.. i feel the urge of seeing blood... anything close too it... yuck. what has gotton into me... anyways... comment if you would like to... idc though... do whatever you want... see what i care |
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[Sep. 12th, 2005|03:18 pm] |
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| | great mood but tired | ] |
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| | kill- jimmy eat world | ] | i love jimmy eat world now. they rock. i got a shirt of them from the greenday concert last night. which was crazyyy. it rocked. jimmy eat world sang pain, work, futures, the middle, sweetness and two other songs.
greenday came on and billy loves to swear.... he is sycho. they rocked. they started off by singing American Idiot... then went into jesus of suburbia.. then stopped to say THIS NEXT SONG WAS WRITTEN TO SAY A BIG FUCK YOU TO GEORGE W BUSH. and then they sang the song Holiday.... then they sang st. jimmy. then at the end they sang boulavard of broken dreams i cant spell the song >.<
oh oh and before they sang boulavard they sang my favorite song everrr WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS! and no.. i liked it since cd came out.. im not like everyone else... but then they sang we are the champions... yea they dont sing that and finally to end it they sang good riddence..
by far the best concert ive been to
i will tell you more later... i gotta go |
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[Sep. 8th, 2005|03:54 pm] |
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| | glamorous indie rock n roll- killers | ] | blah its time to update... school sucks still :D
i get so bored at school. i have so far written down 76 bands who i think rock
and me and Kaity are going to stab all the rotton preps who think love is great.
nothing else has happened.... so yea im done updating |
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[Sep. 1st, 2005|08:26 pm] |
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| | this is how a heart breaks- rob thomas.... gay song i know | ] |
blah kids suck.
i think school should be everyday all year. including weekends and break.
xD
kaity ditched me..... AGAIN
hmm.. i gots myself a new easy to remember sn
Kyle Heibeck <- add it and talk to me =)
gosh. i hhavent talked to like anyone this schoolyear.rr.r.r. yess. i gotta talk to you alll...
and me and nicole rocked in life managementt today XD we were the bestest at the machiness.... i still cant work it without help from greg thoughh
damn. life management isnt fun. not anymore. we hafta make clothes? lol... thats messedd uppp
and lmao whenever someone walks past me during gym i tell them i havent seen them in years and i miss them..... gosh. people over-react. and then their is this girl who is like saying she is nice. im thinking why the hell would i care.
school is scaryy. everyone has gotton taller cept me. blah. i dont think im taller than i was at the begining of the summer....
pointless entry but blah.... kaitlin ditched me again..... i already said that tho....
blah. commentt... |
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[Aug. 31st, 2005|03:14 pm] |
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| | i hate everything about you- three days grace | ] |
Grant Hall is going to get himself killed someday if he doesnt stop acting like a complete idiot.
i know that im not the only one that wants this kid to die
he called himself attractive today in language arts.... then accused me of saying that i was attractive.
only because i told other people about it. and now he hasta go back to africa. lmao he almost started crying after a while
then he told on me... i was like lmao.
thank you grant hall... you made me write a whole entry on you
and that anonymous kid like suddenly stopped writing mean comments in anyones journal.... probably cause the kid knows that people can tell who the kid is |
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[Aug. 29th, 2005|03:46 pm] |
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| | Point Of Athority- Linkin Park | ] | hmm... school just started today. it was not that bad actually. many people act different tho. i hate it. i guess i just hate change. but well i expected to talk to someone i have never talked to before and i did so that was good. altho. the kid is on maroon and i forgot his name. also. im already pissed at some people..... and why does everyone from oakridge forget that i used to wear glasses and they ARENT knew. seriously. i can see other people saying it cause i never wore them last year but ahggg. and like people were like woh you got glasses or kyle when did you get glasses..... i also got pissed when i found out some things....... not going into that tho.... and now i have to sit next to grant hall in like 3 classes and he is really really screwed up..... last year during math i sat next to him and he sat next to taylor and all he did was ramble on about some sick stuff he was thinking about taylor or sing some fucked up song in a obnoctious (sp?) voice. so then during lunch this kid on like the gold team or something sat at my lunch table and was whispering stuff in my ear about how he thought callie was hott and that he was gunna hook him self up with her and i just started cracking up and then garret got into the conversation and like now the kid hates us cause he wanted to take it "slow" and it was just funny... then garret was telling callie about it and then when we left the lunchroom callie was trying to get away from garret..... then i forgot my locker combination so i had to go to mrs. kurkowski's office and get it. then i went to gym. that was such a boring class.. i did nothing cept listen to stuff ive already heard twice..... then life management... i had to sit with ashley bilyue, erika somebody... i donno her last name..., and stefsha who i also dont know her last name....... gosh none of them were talking and it scared me.... im used to sitting by people who talk and they just wouldnt talk. gosh. and then after that i went to uhmm mrs. cox class and that was boring so then the little gym thing.... and im clousterphobic so like i was scared the whole time cause brent was right next to me. lmao. and for the end of the day mrs.cox let our class cool off in the announcement room. and finally school ended and i almost got locked in my locker lmao. that was great... so now im at home bored as hell... gotta go to choir from 6-8 so im gunna get angry... well yea have a nice day. |
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[Aug. 28th, 2005|07:38 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | Razor- Foo Fighters | ] |
Ohhhh! where to start where to start..
so saturday was SOOOOOOOO awesome!
i went to the choir retreat in some retirement home for pastors and preists? yea sounds creapy eh. cause they are the michael jackson type guys... but well anyways. it could NEVER be creapy when your rooming with the COOLEST GUY EVER! Mitchell Huber. that guy is like one of the best guys you could meet. seriously. he could hangout with anyone. well. most of you people know him so no more detail on that person. also my BEST friend that goes to addams Charlie Robinson did not room with us but he was like two rooms down and me him and mitchell are always together at choir. charlie is SO funny and likes to skateboard.. he wears sweet clothes from pac sun XD so does mitchell... but anywho.. (ive waited forever to say anywho) charlie is like the ultimate cool guy. and also another one of my friends from addams Jill Giordano joined the choir this year... not so thrilled about that part but she is cool at times. we didnt hangout with her though. also mitchells little brother christian joined the choir and now we have the seventh grade only AND christian club. but like christian is like 9 or 10 so we had to "behave" but whatever.
me and christian were going around saying "ay mate" "oy laddee" and "eyy chap" (christian started the oy laddee part") then we formed a group called the Outback Steakhouse Crue.... i then fired him cause he was allegedly stealing my lines.... lol... now i started my own group and rehired him this is how the commercials go.....
(kangaroo 1 says) Oy Laddee!
(kangaroo 2 says) Ay Maite!
(kangaroo 3 says) Eyy Chap!
(me n christian say) We're The OutBack Crew (tm) Coming To A Town Near YOU! ( while the kangaroos go off dancing in front of us) ( we are wearing baggy clothes and having a english accent)
(christian says) ( i dono... something about a cadillac?)
thenn.... we go off dancing and then say right at the end with the kangaroos....
WE'RE THE oUTbACK CREW!
okay so yea... pretty gay eh?
and we went to the pool.. i didnt swim. mitchell and charlie were splashing me tho... they were also hanging out with jill, dylan white, hannah heenan, some tory girl from addams...., and enxhgi? i spelled her name wrong but wtf who cares... i dont.. XD
and the food at the place was sooo good this year... i also miss ellan and julie... they were like the coolest two secenth/ now eighth graders in the choir... julie goes to keller so ill still see her but ellan goes to addams....
then at dinner they were making up who would make good couples... that was a messed up part. then dylan was saying how everyone was calling charlie hott. we were all cracking up cept charlie. he was practicly crying cause tory said he was hott with two T's... me and mitchell were making fun of him. that was fun. mitchell ended up having to be with hannah i think. lmao. i cant remember who charlie was with... im not talking about mine... gosh. gross.. i think hannah and mitchell would make a good couple too... lol...
dylan white is actually really cool.... i thought he was gay but now he acts only like 40% gay... he was making fun of the assistant doorector cause he was gay..
i wouldnt actually care if i went to addams anymore cause i have more friends than i did before that go their.
then me and mitchell were in our room and throwing pencils at the ceiling trying to make them get stuck in it. lmao. that was soo funny cause then i was pushing them into thte cieling when i was standing on my bed.... then i went to charlie's room and told him i was gunna carve his name into the ceiling and then i showed him what to do and he was jumping up and down on his bed for like 5 minutes poking holes. and all these ceiling pieces were falling to the ground so he started doing it in my room. lmao. that was an awesome 2 days... |
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